schooling life

started my new sem...
its busy...
and i needa work somemore...
it makes my life hectic....
i need strength....strength from u....
for me to continue....
dun worry...i can manage it well..i wont let myself to collapse...
as....i know...
i cannot disappoint you...

life

You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.
To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn't sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.
We always said Forever
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn't mend.It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say "we're through."
I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.
So look me in the eye
and tell me what you seea girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.And now moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I starting to forget
by reminding myself, every single thing that u have done.

love

I need somebody..
someone to treat me right,
to talk to lovingly
and to hold on to all night.
He's there for me when I need him
to give me love and support
to hold me close and wipe away
all my signs of hurt.
To kiss me softly every night
and let me know he's there
to call me just because,
just tell me that he cares.

specially dedicated to chiang

stup chiang...
he celebrated my birthday last year...
and yet..den confused my birth date this year...
i'm wondering that izzit our birth date for every year is different??
perhaps..shud pass this ques to loi heng chiang!

what my birth date say about me

This is what my birth date say about me..
it's quite true rite..??haha

You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy.
But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid.
People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around.
You are cheerful and friendly.
Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are.
You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love.
Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

wOrKinG

working during holidays is reli torturing..
while all the frens are enjoying..
i'm the 1 who needa work..
today is my second day of working..
reli feel like dying..damn damn..
regret of making the decision to work as a promoter..
standing there for 9 hours..gosh...i can feel that my legs is not mine..
another thing is...it is really embarrassing..
dunno where to put my face..damn damn..
at first i choose this work bcoz of the high salary that really attracts me..
haizz...now i understand the phrase of 'no free lunch'
the higher pay u get..the tougher the job is...
sigh..should have juz accept the data entry job at the first place...

holidaYs

finished all da exams..and now is the time for me to relax...!!
i'm back in AT..everyday enjoying my life by sleeping and eating...
gosh...gonna become fat gal soon..
my plan on this holidays is make sure myself slim down..
haha...tis hols is going to be my busiest holiday..
doing nothing but juz exercise..
sigh..dunno can make it anot...i'm damn damn lazy..!
anyhow...juz went to swimming last sunday..
wanna learn swimming from frens..but at last ended up learning nothing..
we enjoyed our great time over there..and played volley ball in da water..
it suppose to be volley ball i guess..but at last it is catch and throw ball in da water..haha.
the swimming activity today suppose to help me in my plan of slimming down..
but ended up gaining weight...guess wat..we went to mcdonalds after tat..
and the scary part is..i ate 2 fried chickens,1 porridge.and fries and ice cream.gosh.
but nvm..who cares..most important part is i had fun!!