BirThDay

what you'll get on your birthday??
was it something great?
always we got lots of wishes from friends saying:
On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

yes..its true that your birthday is a day that fill with joys and laughters..

Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as they could...

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.

However,
things do not occur as you wished it to be,
laughters are always being replaced by tears,
please dont tell me not to cry,
please dont say there was a reason why
no one knows what im feeling
and how much it hurts
the wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt
you think i should go on with life
forget about it and be strong..
but..im sorry i really couldnt make it
deep down im sad,
i dont expect people to understand why
for no apparent reason i break down and start to cry

my life has changed forever,
that's y im not acting like the same old me
i'll never be the same again,
not today, not tomorrow, but never
my heart is hurting bad...
and it will never mend.